First attempt in english (two years ago)

I’m going to paint and i’m going to become a great runner, i’m going to write more poems and i’ll create more scenes, i’m going to forgive because i’ll learn to be better, i’m going to regret and i’m going to run away from the old traps, i’m not going to be perfect because there’s more beauty in truth, i’m going to forget the words i couldn’t say and all the weakness of its disgrace, i’ll beat all my fears, i’ll beat the panic, i’ll freeze the uncertainty to melt the false hopes, i’m going to pray for my friends and i’m going to build secret bridges between them & the strangers… to spread an unshakeable virus of peace, i’ll shout that i’m free and they’ll shout that life is more than a cold rhythm or a capricious watch, i’m going to live intensely every little portion of my long trip, i’m going to honor the good luck of all my privileges, i’m going to fight and i’m going to win … i’ll also destroy the wings of the darkness … slamming them against the borders of the most powerful light, i’m going to ask why again and again … but life will let me decide what i need to respond, i’m going to whistle and i’m going to sing, probably i’ll have time to smoke and discuss with my enemies … but probably we won’t make good deals … no matter … i won’t cry cause of that … i’ll climb the last peak of my ignorance and i’ll caress the fortune of my feets because … above all the things … i will have enjoyed the way … my way.

-Txetxu González